Part Of Me

[Dodger]

Part of me won’t go away

Everyday reminded how much I hate it

Weighted against the consequences

Can’t live without it so it’s senseless

Wanna cut it out of my soul

And just live with a gaping hole

Take control of my life

And wash out all the burnt taste

I made the problems in the first place

Hang my head low ‘cause it’s part of me

Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me

Heard of me the routine scar

New cuts cover where the old ones are

And now I’m sick of this

I can’t stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade on my sanity

I rather not even be then the man that’s staring in the mirror through me

Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it

Once it’s been dealt with you feel like you’ve been touched by something angelic

And then melted down into a pool of peace

Cease to be the animal you used to be

Remove the broken parts you know were wrong

And feel the karma when the problem’s all gone

And then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can’t let be

Memories of the last fight to free yourself

Take it to the depths of the bottom of the well

And now you know you can choose to lose the part in your heart

Where your insides bruised

You can live if you’re willing to

Put a stop to just what’s killing you

Usually when I wake up in the morning I'm half asleep. Well, this morning is different. Those lyrics in italics are from an old Linkin Park song named 'Part of Me.'

Something about it hits me hard..and today, I'm sure, will be full of revelations--I can feel it.

After school I'll be sure to tell you what I've learned.

Everywhere I look around I see how everyone ought to be

Every time I see myself I see there’s always something wrong with me

[BAMF]

Here's my revelation for the day: I need more time on my math tests.

I look forward to hearing your revelations, Mitchel, if, in fact, you have any.

You wouldn't happen to also like Fort Minor, wouldja?