First, if this belongs more in some other sub forum, I apologize. (Psychology? Music?) Moving on: I come from a family that is entirely religious, to varying degrees. Consequently, I used to be rather religious too. I never really went to church, except when I was little. And looking back on it, the only reason I enjoyed it then was because I liked it when we sang stuff, and we got to play outside a lot. But I'd always been religious to a degree. Just before my reading of Atlas, and thereby my "conversion" to Objectivism, I started getting more into it. I never really thought about religion much at all, but my life had been rather ho-hum up to that point, and I thought "Hey, maybe I'm missing a closer relationship to God." Sooo, I started listening to some religious music more, and had eventually planned on going to church... I never did the latter, but I got really into the music. Then, the election of 2012 happened. People here like to boast that we're "the reddest state in the union," and indeed, not a single county here is that awful blue on election maps, but my high school seemed INFESTED with Obama supporters. The gloating was ridiculous... All this inspired me to read Atlas Shrugged, which turned me to Objectivism... And thus, Atheism. I really liked it, because I've always had this problem with religious morals. The whole "give up everything for the poor" didn't resonate with me at all, and that's why I never liked church after it stopped being about singing and playing outside... So I thought "This is awesome." And still mostly do. But I've noticed something: Whenever I listen to the religious music I used to love, I get this really weird feeling that I can't explain. Usually, it makes me cry. A really depressed cry, too. (This actually makes sense with some songs: I had been to a total of 27 funerals by the time I was 15. Thankfully, none since then, but songs like I Can Only Imagine make me think of the people I miss, so it makes sense that these upset me... Amazing Grace makes me happy, though.) This is so weird, and I have no idea what's going on. I find it very interesting, though. Has anyone else here had anything remotely like a similar experience?