jrearden Posted June 22, 2007 Share Posted June 22, 2007 On Visiting a CemeteryI walked one day through iron gatesThrough which some came one way aloneMy eyes roamed o’er the spread of landThe ordered names there set in stone.I walked the rows, and read the namesMy legs moved forth with even paceBeneath each stone, now still and goneWhat once had mind, and pulse, and face.I stopped at one, now deep in thoughtAnother would have done as wellThe name not in my memory nowBut rather what the stone did tell.Beneath this plaque, now matter layOnce with lungs quick with breath, with eyesPerceiving all that ‘round him stoodAnd at day's end, no longer would.And though the time a different oneStill day like this, with air and sunAnd on that day, his light did leaveFrom life, as soul from flesh did cleave.And once did leave, could ne’er returnAnd nothing more his soul might learnExistence done, no further feteThe journey played, his time complete.Yet though now dead, and ne’er to liveAgain, what if his mind might think?Now knowing what would come to passNow firmly grasping that black brink?Would he look back upon his daysAnd say “Alas! What have I done!The sunlight that moved o’er my skin!My eyes that o’er the earth might run!“I did not know that which I owned!This life that might have earned my love!This tree, this earth, the thoughts of men!Oh God, that I might live again!“To live each day no less than IAnd that sweet life should have deserved!Rejecting fear, embracing prideTreating that life as though a bride!“And now, alas, my time is done!My body cold, no honors won --No pride of soul, no joy, no life!I’ve lost it all, my breath, that wife!“Throughout each day, she ever stoodBefore an altar in white gownHer body straight, her form idealAnd yet with ever deep’ning frown!“For as time passed, and years moved byI did not come to meet this loveI somehow fell into the depths!I somehow lost the light above!“And light as I think I once knew!Once in the days of long past youthBut this -- somehow -- it fell away!Oh God, to live again that day!“The day on which the path beganThat took me from that church of lightInto the graying world of doubtAnd farther from the path of right!“And by this ‘right’ I do not meanA duty from a world aboveBut rather knowing life, with joyAnd with each sight, sealing that love!“And what is it that caused this loss!This cleavage ‘tween my is and ought?The thought that such life could not be!By God, now I will find this key!“I can recall, during my timeSome moments where my joy did surgeBut only that -- a moment -- thenThe joy lost strength, the gray did merge.“What was the nature of this foe?This thing that took from me my sight!What is this beast that rose againstThat glory which was mine by right?“Alas, I know that which it was!It was no beast that took my life!It was the false that took my mind!It was ideas that left me blind!“The thing which said, ‘It cannot be!’‘Men in this realm cannot be such!’‘No blacks and whites, but only grays!’This was the nature of that haze!“And all it would have taken wasTo call these to the court of light!And from me fog would then have fled!And that dear wife, I would have wed!“And now I have lost my own worth!Now without hands to take the earth!Now without eyes to give me sight!Without the joy that was my right!“And fault for this was mine alone!It’s to myself I owe this moan!I did this fog myself condone!My life lost, and the guilt -- my own!”And now this pale, unhappy ghostReturned to that from which he cameA void, where he does not existAs all men someday will the same.And then I asked, “What shall life be?”And saw another, shining ghostBut one who did not give his daysTo less than what might be the most.“I heard his tale,” he said with smile“That wife he left, I took with prideAnd on that day, when her I tookI that foul fog with thought defied!”O noble soul, O proper Man!To drink of life thus deep and pure!Who did not give his soul to loss!Who with firm hand opened that door!The door through which that bride was met!Her bright eyes brimming with glad tears!The one who you did never leaveThroughout the scope of all your years!Heroic soul, golden in form!It shall be yours I make my tone!No minute lost, no day unsung!No thought within but Reason’s own!To think that one might lose one’s lifeTo that which does not have defense!To thoughts which if identifiedWould be released with laughing pride!And then did I to myself speakUpon the earth an oath I sworeTo hold that dear wife by my sideTo take her and with her abide!“By all that is, I swear this now!Upon my life a solemn vow!Before such fog I will not bow!Neither in days to come, nor now!”And with that firm decision madeTo take that wife while still she stayedI grasped her with soul unafraidAnd on that day our vows were made.And evermore she walks with meAnd so she will as I grow oldFor as long as I choose to liveMy soul is forged in shining gold.And on that day, in days to comeWhen this fair earth at last I leaveWith pride will I look on my lifeAnd I will have no cause to grieve.For that foul day, when I must goAnd leave this dear, beloved worldMy heart will carry no regretNo curse at this existence hurled.For as long as I walk this earthI shall not lose the joy I’ve wonFor never shall my soul relentTo thought unthought, or deed undone. 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