Rich Engle

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  1. Woah. And I haven't even smoked any dope today. I like the idea, sort of. I think I do. I'm going to go smoke some dope now and watch "Searching For Bobby Fischer." You don't have to be good to enjoy and play chess. I have found that the real pleasure from it is the unique experience of playing with each person. I've had awesome games playing with little kids. But how many adults truly know how to have fun, right?
  2. Ah, spoken like a true hard-ass. How many do I know? Hundreds. My wife and I are having fun right now. Jeez, I knew this whole thing was gonna get a stink on it right off the rip. r
  3. There is no such thing as a degree of existence. What you are describing is precisely the hedonistic credo, which states that we should live life "to the fullest", the standard of "fullness" being pleasure versus pain or apathy. Am I mistaken? If yes, how? Well, you can say that kind of stuff, and be confident, but let's look at one fact--you are depressed, and you called in the Big Dogs for some help, right? So, whatever you are doing, thinking, however confident you are in your assumptions, your shit is not working. If it was, you would not be depressed--you would be joyous, which, by-the
  4. Objectivist ethics does not require living beings to be infalible in the maintenance of life, it merely requires them to choose, when the choice is open, life over death. The problem here is that you seem to think this is a range of the moment thing, "do I choose to live for another 15 minutes or not?". It is not, and certainly not in humans. Existence is a pre-condition for continued existence, and as such, the "short term" cannot be ignored. The human being suffering from a so-called "terminal illness" must choose to live day by day, because that is a pre-condition for his long term survival
  5. Ok, boys (only because so far no girls, right?), a couple of updates: I'm going to wait around a bit longer until we get more players together. Unless you guys want to play in two-man teams, it will be random pairings, best of three. Everyone will have to exchange email addresses right before we launch it. Also, there is a nice site for printable score sheets and other goodies here: Chessville rde
  6. Before I umpire in the violent sexual lesbian jello wrestling tournaments, I always soak my watch in cider, starting with my index finger and immersing up well past the wrist line. rde huh huh i made a funny
  7. Always on the lookout for incidental segues, I would like to say that the Beat Generation of the 1950s was more cuturally significant and interesting than the "Hippie Counterculture" of the 1960s, much of which was an intellectual wasteland. My bias, if that is what it is, may be partially owing to the significant role that jazz played during 1950s. Jack Kerouac, for example, paired with the tenor sax players Al Cohn and Zoot Sims for his 1959 album, "Blues and Haikus," and he once called a SF-based tenor saxophonist (whose name I cannot recall offhand) the perfect embodiment of the Beat mov
  8. Yes, for sure. And one thing you can say about her is that she does not feel the need to state a point and then follow it by a nasty personal zinger. She explores in a Germanic fashion, that is right, Maestro. rde
  9. Rich Engle

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    Hi, and welcome! David's work is very, very striking. We don't do opposing camps here. There are simply excellent folks from all walks of life. If one of us doesn't have it, usually someone else will. I think we've talked about the lack of impact that Rand's work had in the U.K. It's kind of an interesting topic and if you look around here you might find some good discussions about it. Looking forward to your posts! Mike K. is a really great site host and I can't imagine you would have anything but enjoyment here. Oh, we get into some bitter sparring matches, but don't all families?
  10. One of the primal thoughts most people have is the issue of mortality, whether they choose to admit it, or not. Joseph Campbell had a lot of comforting things to say about it--if you look at his series "The Power of Myth" (with Bill Moyers interviewing him). This was done in the last couple of years before Campbell died. "Find your own bliss." Also, my buddy Michael Dowd has some very good things to say about it in his books and other writings. He talks about how you can come to peace with it because it is a natural cycle within the universe's growth, more or less. It helps you lose the f
  11. I've known Byron off and on since he was a kid, as a matter of fact, when I was just starting out as a guitar teacher, a very young Byron came to me and took theory lessons. How funny! I put him through "Smith's Theory Book For Guitarists," or whatever that thing was called. Byron went on to play play play, build a studio, tour, all kinds of stuff. He's now out of Cleveland, having relocated to Arizona. He's been one of the most persistent, passionate musicians I have ever known. And a very nice guy on top of it. Here is the current press release, I strongly recommend you take a look at
  12. Nothing like good, positive vibes. Feel better now, Andre? After Chris performed his particular form of voodoo? Nathaniel Branden wrote some good stuff about anxiety. But you have to buy them, now. He has a good mp3 that might help. I mastered that one, originally; it was down to cassette tape and I brought in some pretty good guys to clean up the recording. Long time ago. Worth the five bucks, for sure. It could only help. rde Rather than hurt, and make it into your own Little Show<tm>.
  13. That's all very touching, but welcome to the human race. You could get mowed down tomorrow. You have The Fear. This is a classic situation, nothing more, nothing less. It Goes With The Territory<tm>. And take the pills. Do something. The abyss. Jesus, that's lovely imagery. Actually, life doesn't do things nearly as sexy to you as that. Looks good on paper, though. Either way, you wake up in the morning and that sun is gong to be up, right? You'll be fine, you are in a funk. But you have to take steps. Best, rde
  14. Well, that was just lovely, Chris. You never fail to underwhelm me. Try making this about Andre and not you. Think you can do that? rde
  15. Now, you can't help laughing when you see stuff like this, right? I mean, really. Step One: slap a smile on your face or we will kill you. Step Two: repeat step one, as needed--lather, rinse, repeat. rde Todays Word is ". . .heh."
  16. Boy, ain't that true. "Victim mentality," right? Negative thinking is a downward spiral. And it is so attractive; it calls like a siren-sound. You're made of 13 billion year old stardust, you are the universe contemplating Itself, and then you get that shit. Oh, lovely! Sometimes I get it down to the basic old struggle between good and evil. I think, maybe that's what that allegory was. You can look at stuff like, oh, Hell, "Dante's Inferno" and see the struggle. <--that was a little creepy, I shouldn't have done that maybe. In any event, Andre, you have this time here, and there
  17. For the record, I have been to a doctor recently. He asked for some tests and gave me some meds. I have the impression that this is futile, but I'm willing to be proven wrong. I think just do what he says. The main thing is to get the edge off. You have to go back to seeing through your true eyes. Hey, you know the old "definition of insanity" joke--doing the same things over and expecting different results. Back down, chill, try new things. It will break, if you let it. I had never considered dark thoughts in my whole life. Surely (by example only, and I am hesitant to bring it up)
  18. I wish they hadn't spelled "bliss" wrong but this will do.
  19. I was hoping you would clock in on this one, Dennis. That's good! I hope he listens to you. rde
  20. Will it? Yes, it will. You are just looking down the wrong end of the telescope. This sounds like a bromide, but it really does just come down to a matter of perspective. You can see something, some feeling, that is surrounding, encompassing you. That is only one way of seeing. It is definitely not objective reality, it is subjective. If you want to get into those terms. There is always beauty, there is always hope. I do simple things to fix myself, these days--I remind myself of what is. You know, you can go for days and days, self-consumed, and what do you do (or not do)? You mis
  21. Actually, Andre, a clinical therapist is maybe good. I think you have to eliminate a lot of variables. And the other thing I wanted to say about this is that often, strong people view their depression as a sign of weakness; like, they would feel it a sign of weakness if they were to take meds, even maybe just a little xanax or whatever. I have a lot of close people in my life that struggle with this, and I have myself. I don't take meds but there have been times when I did. I know there are some pros in the psych world around here, and maybe they can tell you more. The main thing is th
  22. You need to see a good psychiatrist (not a psychologist). It could well be that you are dealing with a chemical imbalance, and require medication. This takes a good evaluation and sometimes you have to try different things. That is one part of it. I realize that you might be very against using a med, with good reason--some of them don't work well for people and it takes time to find the fit. But usually, it is a mixture of meds and therapy. I do not think you can always "think yourself out" of these things. You need to find out what is really going on, and in cases of heavy depression,
  23. Alright, that's 4 so far (plus I might have a few non-OL friends in for it). Ghs-- I don't want to do this in real time (although I enjoy that, as a matter of fact I used to play on that very site you mention). The reason being is that it would be unrealistic for people in this kind of thing to schedule live one-on-one's (shoot, maybe I should've not phrased that such, that's a little greasy . . .anyway). My idea is to let it be done using the email chess program, so the pairings can play at their own pace. You have up to a week or so before the thing discards the game, and I think most peo
  24. OK, that's 3 of us. I'll troll the site tomorrow, Georgio. Let's see if anyone else wants to join. Maybe we can start up end of week or early next week. I'm hoping to get a few more, er, "playahs." Good, gents. Enough for a start! rde
  25. OK, that went over like lead boots. I'll still wait around for a few days, though. r